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\"When<\/a>
Once upon a time, when my mother was the grandma in the family, she played on the beach at Lake Michigan with my two kids. Now those two kids are grown. Photo by Barbara Newhall<\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/header>\n
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I wrote this essay years ago — when my mother was the grandma in the family. <\/em><\/p>\n

Since then, the obstreperous little kid in the story below has made a grandmother of me.<\/em><\/p>\n

Peter and his two children — ages 5 and 8 — have been visiting me this week. So I’m fetching this story from the archives and posting it here in their honor. It’s all about the respect I thought my mother, as a grandmother, was due from her mischievous grandson Peter.<\/em><\/p>\n

Do my grandchildren respect me? I dunno. But I get the feeling that they love me.<\/em><\/p>\n

This story was written in 1987, when I was a columnist at the Oakland Tribune, making my living by reporting from the trenches of late twentieth-century motherhood.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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When My Mother Was the Grandma — And I Was the Mom<\/strong><\/h4>\n

\u201cMove,\u201d said Peter. \u201cI want to get by.\u201d<\/p>\n

My mother looked up from her book and gave my 6 1\/2-year-old a hard look. She was sitting on her sofa, in her house, feet up on her coffee table. Reluctantly, she moved her feet to let Peter by. He squeezed wordlessly past.<\/p>\n

Something was wrong, very wrong, with that exchange, said my gut.<\/p>\n

But what? The chilly glare my mother threw at my son? The pleases and thank yous he left unsaid?<\/p>\n

It isn\u2019t easy to think clearly after a few days under the same roof with one\u2019s mother and father. When I was a young career woman living in New York City, I discovered the three-nights-and-four-days-at-home rule.<\/p>\n

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\"When<\/a>
This cottage on Lake Michigan was the scene of the crime. My mother made the wreath hanging by the front door. Photo by Barbara Newhall.<\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure><\/figure>\n

That was all I could take of living eyeball to eyeball with my mother. I could be her kid again for four days, max. After that, it was flight \u2013 or fight.<\/p>\n

Eight Nights in My Mother’s House<\/strong><\/h5>\n

I broke my own rule last summer and inflicted myself and my children upon my parents for an unprecedented stay of eight nights and nine days.<\/p>\n

It was not until I was safely home under my own roof in the Eastbay, my feet tucked up on my own coffee table, that I could see what had gone wrong during that exchange between my mother and her grandson.<\/p>\n

Peter had no respect.<\/p>\n

It was more than a mere forgetting of his pleases and thank yous. It was downright presumptuous of him to think his grandmother should interrupt her reading to accommodate him at all. He should have walked quietly, respectfully, around the table the other way.<\/p>\n

Had it been another child, a peer, in Peter\u2019s path, squeezing past with a quick \u201cexcuse me\u201d would be okay.<\/p>\n

But This Was His Grandmother<\/strong><\/h5>\n

But around grandparents, children should show some respect.<\/p>\n

Respect. The very word sticks in my craw. Question authority was the motto of my young adulthood. Challenge it.<\/p>\n

There was no place for blind respect for one\u2019s elders during the \u201960s. We were equals under God and the U.S. Constitution. Every creature \u2013 adult, child, rhinoceros or whooping crane \u2013 was to be treated with respect.<\/p>\n

Children, the clean slates of the future, were held in especially high regard in those days. As innocents, they possessed a unique wisdom lost to their time-sullied elders.<\/p>\n

And today, the young child, the person of the future \u2013 not his parents and grandparents, the person of the past \u2013 continues to command unusual respect, even awe.<\/p>\n

When My Mother Was the Grandma in the Family<\/strong><\/h5>\n

This small bundle of nerve endings is a miracle of creation, the child-rearing books coo. It has needs and feelings that deserve our utmost attention.<\/p>\n

Little Samantha, but a fetus, can hear\u00a0in utero<\/em>. We should play her Beethoven.<\/p>\n

She has feelings\u00a0in utero<\/em>. We should think nice thoughts about her as we experience morning sickness.<\/p>\n

Unless, of course, we are planning to abort this particular fetus, in which case it is better not to think.<\/p>\n

Through all of this, a stubborn something deep inside me has persisted, insisting that it is the grandparents, if anyone, who deserve the extra measure of unconditional respect.<\/p>\n

Not because our elders have earned it. And not because our elders are in any way better, smarter or kinder than their descendents.<\/p>\n

But because they are the elders.<\/p>\n

My mother deserves Peter\u2019s esteem because of the life she has led as a mother and wife. Because of the potatoes peeled, the casseroles baked, the dustballs chased and the corporate VIPs entertained.<\/p>\n

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\"When<\/a>
Christmas 2007, when my mother was the grandma in the family — Peter, now grown, doted on his grandmother. I\u2019m pretty sure my son excused himself as he squeezed between the coffee table and my mother\u2019s knees this time. And, yes, that’s the wreath my mother made. Photo by Barbara Newhall<\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure><\/figure>\n
Because she holds the office of grandmother. Because she has done her do.<\/figure>\n

Peter won\u2019t even clean up his room and he thinks he is on a par with my mother, who has cleaned up his bottom?<\/p>\n

So Far Away From My Mother<\/strong><\/h5>\n

My friend Claudia sends her two small children to Chinese school every Saturday morning. \u201cI want them to learn about their culture. I want them to learn that respect,\u201d she explained.<\/p>\n

\u201cYour parents live in Michigan,\u201d she went on. \u201cSo far away. I would never want to be that far away from my mother.\u201d<\/p>\n

The Chinese culture, thousands of years old, venerates the people of the past. It is not unique in this.<\/p>\n

The elderly are held in high esteem in her native Belize, according to my friend Miriam.<\/p>\n

\u201cOld people are the root,\u201d she explains. \u201cIf grandparents come to your house, they don\u2019t sleep on the floor. You give them your bed or your hammock.\u201d<\/p>\n

Today\u2019s Western culture, with its silicon chips, videocameras and interplanetary probes, venerates what it still to come.<\/p>\n

It stands in awe of the future and its citizens \u2013 our children \u2013 as though our children possessed a hot line to the truth or, as the Chinese ancestors of yore, to Heaven.<\/p>\n

The fact is, we and our forebears created the world into which our children are being launched.<\/p>\n

We have done our best, sorry as it may be. We have done our do. And for that we deserve some respect.<\/p>\n

By gosh.<\/p>\n

\u00a9 1987 The Oakland Tribune. Reprinted\u00a0by permission.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

You can read more about my mother at “Tinka Falconer. Her Ninety-Three Years.”\u00a0<\/a> More about Lake Michigan at “Breathing Lake Michigan — Ludington to Traverse City.”<\/a><\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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